Randomness

Oh my Goodness.

After fifteen days of absolute no access to internet, I survived.

I survived!

I did not even complained or anything because life without the internet is peaceful, un-hectic, and "simple". Really.

My eyes were given a well deserved break after settling the thousands of ERS forms which almost killed me and left me haunting CPF Board Building.

( By the way, I will rather haunt the Maxwell and steal the hum ji peng which sells $1 for seven. )

Anyway, to update myself, I quitted my job a week before school opens.

And all I can do now is to wait for the full balance of my pay to ker-ching in my bank account.

It feels good to spend the money you earn by yourself. I want all those Fox tops!!

And my MP3 player. If I still do not but my MP3 player, I think I will change my mind in the future.

What is holding me back from buying are just some useless and stupid considerations I am having since ages ago. Like the opportunity costs of buying the player. So in the end, I wil not buy anything at all and will just spend the money on useless stuff and food.

Why am I having these thoughts now again?

Because an old good friend of mine recently fa cai and got herself a very pretty watch and shoes.

Which led me to thinking that if I buy my player, I can buy these stuff!

And this led me to think that I am a stupid and materialistic piece of shit which I am so ashamed of admiting.

Erm... I think I am crazy.

Randomness.


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Not a very good way of starting an entry like this I know.

So I shall talk about school now! =))

Any close friend should know that I like going to school, but I will probably love it of I do not have to wake up so bloody early.

So anyway, first day of school was very good. I was very motivated to start anew and work hard.

And the big problem is that I will always have problems trying not to let this motivation seep away by two weeks. Other than how not to be distracted by Wee Kiat's new watch and bag.

SO, I shall not let my motivation seep away! Whack the tests, whack the mid years, whack the 'A'.

But first things first, I still got uncompleted assignments so I will probably do them first before talking bull here.

I have not got enough brain power to think of an excuse for not turning up for guitar practices all month.

Randomness.

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The tsunami just got me realising how lucky I am to be here in Singapore, to have a home at least, to go to school, to have all my friends around me. Sometimes, I think we just need to remind ourselves how fragile life is after all the incidents that happened recently. People complained about the hot weather, people complained about their bosses, people complained about how bored life is, people complained about their naggy moms. Sometimes I honestly think that we just do not appreciate life enough, even me. Even we should be thankful that we can wake up from our sleep in the morning.

Perhaps I should not complain about waking up in early mornings.

Randomness.

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Once again I did it.

Another piece of crap from me.